It's hard to go on with my life, pretending that everything is okay. I sometimes wish I could give up, but I know that I should have courage in everything that I'm going through right now. But it's hard to think about positive things in life.
But the truth is, a part of me is already tired of waiting for my pain to end. I am silently telling myself that maybe this pain will never disappear and that I must learn to live with it. I'm already tired of telling lies to myself saying that tomorrow will be a better day.
Sometimes, I feel like my chest will explode out of the pain that I've been enduring for so long. I keep fighting each day, hoping that better days are coming. I keep telling myself that this pain will disappear and I will be okay again someday.
Makita naku sa mga balay naa nay decoration for Christmas,But ours Wala jud https://t.co/cwmfm5N0NZ I don’t want to feel the spirit of Christmas,Coz I have fear that the Christmas we had before No longer be felt this year. No Family Picture,Without Mama and No stories to tell