Just realized I self project my own dark thoughts into the images of the people who love me because I think that I don’t deserve it..? I imagine them hating me but no, I hate myself.
hua cheng: *literally proclaiming his love for xie lian, right in front of xie lian, holds him with every chance he gets, made out and kissed him in multiple occasions, spent his days with xie lian*
xie lian: ok but whos the person u like