just told my therapist the story of my recent breakup and I shit you not he said, "I'm not supposed to give out advice, but keep your distance and please for your own sake, be very careful if he reaches out again because I heard multiple things that are very concerning" ....oh
betrayal can feel embarrassing, especially when itโs done super dirty. never be embarrassed. they should be embarrassed for being a rat with literal Judas running through their spirit
To me "I said" is a direct quote as it was delivered in the moment and "I was like" is a general paraphrasing of what I said that may include my interior emotional response plus the general unspoken vibe of the interaction
find what you love and let it kill you. let it drain you of your all. let it kill you and let it devour your remains. for all things will kill you, both slowly and fastly, but itโs much better to be killed by a lover.
Bukowski