Twig

A diary about disordered eating and whining about minor inconveniences
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[Twig @smthgwrthdoing]

@roselrii

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I'm seriously terrified and this all feels so sudden and unplanned but idk anymore (｡>﹏<｡)

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Because I made the decision to go through with this all a month ago, I ignored a lot of important things in my life with the mindset of 'it won't matter anyway' so I'm feeling kinda feeling pressured to hurry up and get things over with already lol

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When you're gone, you're gone yk. You won't have any conscious to think 'Oh, I'm glad I did that before I died' (probably..?)

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Like there are still things I kinda wanna do (just mundane things like finishing mangas or reading novels lol), but i can't keep indefinitely postponing this

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I feel like that would help me actually go through with everything, but i don't have anyone to screen record it so... ​(╥﹏╥)

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I was thinking of actually going through with my plans tomorrow. Idk if I should live stream it

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@kittytart I think its because you're cute AND the pic is giving effortless thinspo yk

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@pink_priv_ This exact thing happened to me a while back, it get you completely omg🫩 I recommend you get silicone ankle pads and then wear 2 pairs of socks/fluffy socks!!

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@gisellecalzz Pls post more tr1pleS disordered moments, I BEG😭

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@mypeehard Its nice that your back bc you were one of my fav accs but, that also means you relapsed so im sorry for that :(

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@layyylimic You're SO pretty omg

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@RiskyRisk117 Im obsessed with her ed videos, and i rlly love how she used to dress when she was younger (and now tbh)

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@jorkoffjill The prettiest girl ive ever seen

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Assuming the heathlands has wifi, my charger, a comfy warm bed, and no danger :D

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3 views on my tweets makes me feel heard #respect

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I dont like being moody, but i cant force myself to be happy

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Starting school coincides perfectly with my mental health's depletion