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Кожен, кого ти зустрічаєш, веде боротьбу, про яку ти нічого не знаєш.

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For a very long time I was living and surviving just because I thought that my sister cares about me. I never wanted to hurt her this way.
But now, I see that she doesn’t give a shit… And I’m scared that I might actually not survive this time. I might actually do it…

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I feel so stupid. Sooo stupid

[9-1-1 NEWS @911TVNEWS]

incredible television

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@softestbuckley Cut to.. we still have no idea what this is 😂👍

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Also☝️ I’m drunk

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There is smth really fucked up with me

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GOD I want to disappear

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Just a fking looser😖

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I can’t believe that people can actually live like that. Like so openly and not be scared about everything in their lives. I always feel like everyone is judging me. I want to get out of here. Let’s see how much I’m gonna last)

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I’m 20 and it’s my first time in real club.
I kindaaaa hate it? I can’t relax, I hate being around too much people, especially.. god my mum makes everything to make me feel uncomfortable 😣

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Will I ever feel good? Normal? How people even live? How are they acting normal?

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@buddielovelife IT WAS A DISASTER 🫣

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My mum always like to talk to people, she even puts her phone down. But just not with me

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6 years🙀 #MyXAnniversary

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I still have white scars, and even tattoos can’t cover them! I don’t want another scars!!

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GOD I wasn’t hurting myself for SO LONG, but I fell like I’m gonna do it tonight.. Please noo, please stop it

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I still remember asking my younger sister to tell my parents that she wants something I really want, because I knew that’s the only way I could get it.

And now only I understand how fucked up it was back then…

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What can I change? How to become easy to love? How to stop being a challenge?

I’ve always been “good girl”, because I thought that this is the only way they will live you, but turns out that usually people like someone like my sister..

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So my dad told me yesterday that I am very hard to love, kinda that loving me is a big challenge considering my attitude, all my sh1t, and something else. I didn’t really get it. Until recently I realized that my mum, my sister, and all my ex friends said the same thing