@slut4boybottomz god knows how much i prayed for him to be better, how much i was rooting for him and how loud i screamed when he scored, not only because i love spain but also because it was him, just for him to disappoint me like this... just ruined the joy.
idk if you guys still remember me. i'm unrecognizable to myself even! going through a war changes you in ways you can't comprehend. i'm writing this, listening to "do i dare", asking myself the same thing.
i miss you so much!