im very angry thinking back on my childhood it was so obvious that something was seriously wrong. i was violent to myself, i thought i was the only person alive and everyone was just my imagination cause i was lonely, i thought i was trapped in a tv show and so that meant-
these are delusions, very common ones actually. why did it take this long for ANYONE to see it! ive just been suffering alone for so long ive learned to hide all my symptoms and be quiet be a good little girl dont be loud dont be annoying be good
everything is different for us now. and its my fault. if i never came out, we'd still be able to see nana on our birthday and Christmas but now she wants nothing to do with us