conflicted because on one hand i despise america, and its military industrial complex therefore innately being less attracted to american military equipment. but on the other hand this is really really hot.
when ur a kid it feels like ur organs are supposed to be safe but then you grow up and realise theres no god and the universe is indifferent so like if you cut yourself open and stuck your hand in there theres nothing inherently wrong with that which is weird to think about