i think i've still only done 1 all nighter but i hope i don't do that again cause i like sleep. but yet i'm still awake at 2 am. there's a contradiction here
i need to stop staying up late but then i don't want to go to sleep but then i don't want to get out of bed and then i sleep too long which leads to me staying up too late
i live in the nighttime, i'm molded by it. i didn't sleep until i saw the light and it was nothing to me but BLINDING
trying to impersonate bane but i can only think about sleep