you’re the first person you need to create healthy boundaries with. no negative self talk. no downward spirals. no talking yourself out of your desires. set boundaries with who you used to be. you’re not that person anymore. that version has no access to this version anymore.
One of the best things about walking with God is His protection over your life, even with the things you can’t see. The unseen battles, the secret unfriendly friends, the subtle redirection. God is always working to put us on the right track because he loves us so deeply.