sock dog

Just an account where I talk about feelings and memes.

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One of those "too stressed about money to sleep" nights 😭

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Too tired to keep working but too anxious to sleep

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I need to draw faster and better.

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Sometimes I wonder how many Japanese people now have a negative view of foreigners after meeting me...

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I worked nonstop for over 10 years to get the job I have now

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I've had several people tell me that I need to switch careers lately. That me constantly being in a state of trying to scrounge out enough to survive is making me more distant and that it's not fair to those around me.

I really am the worst...

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I've gotta draw better and faster like my life depends on it, cause it does

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I feel like I've stalled a lot with catching up on art the last couple weeks.

Like I start working on it and then I remember how much I still have to get done and I kind of choke up and make a lot less progress than if I'd not been thinking about it.

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I'm a disaster of a person

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Gotta work harder and get better. I've gotta stop giving myself so much leeway and lock in.

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Basically I need to come up with around 6000 USD within the next year, which wouldn't be that hard for people with normal income, but between all my income sources, I only make around $800(¥110000)/month and it all goes to taxes and living expenses.

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I just need a path to get to a financially neutral place. I can pay all my monthly bills and afford to eat and pay rent and whatnot. But it's all my past bills from when I was a student and my past job (they misinformed me of my tax status) that is burying me.

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I just need a path to get to a financially neutral place. I can pay all my monthly bills and afford to eat and pay rent and whatnot. But it's all my past bills from when I was a student and my past job (they misinformed me of my tax status) that is burying me.

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It's been exactly 13 years since I left home and moved to my new home in Japan. But after all that time I'm still not in a stable position...

I wonder if I'll ever become someone of value or if I'll always be a liability

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If I can't figure out another income source soon, I'm gonna be in a lot of trouble financially. Streaming isn't stable enough to rely on each month and even after my main job starts paying me in October, it'll probably be less than $400/month...

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Been in a bit of a rut this past week. I've really gotta get back to work on stuff. I can't afford to fall behind on productivity xP

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@Lil_rascal_Hiro I'm trying my best to offset all my expenses by growing food, never eating out, only buying necessities...but I still end up short on bills and whatnot every month.
I just wanna break even and not have to worry about money

QwQ

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Why is it that I work all day and I still can't break even financially? I just wanna be secure...

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I've really gotta figure out another income stream if I wanna get through the month. Making nothing from my job is really hitting hard...

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I can't even sleep right...

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Can't sleep
Too anxious
Need someone to aggressively bear hug