My father works in the anime industry. He is insanely gifted. We were watching Heavy Metal L-Gaim together years ago and I asked him what it would cost to make an anime like that again. I'll never forget his answer...
"We can't, we don't know how to do it."
I hate being autistic and having just enough social awareness to know everything I do is cringe but not enough social awareness to know how to stop being cringe
having an actual fetish thats almost mandatory to get off and not agreeable, optional kinks is like the greatest humiliation ritual of all time. especially since a lot of the posts of people with the same fetish gives me severe secondhand embarrassment