Lifeless.

29 male, ADHD, insomnia, Dysthymia, nihilist, Asexual.

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It really seems like nothing has changed, it's as bad....As it always been.

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I’m feeling fine with myself.

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Think I should just quit this site. no one cares what I even say anymore.

But, remember, when I quit this life, I’ll let you guys know, if anyone’s still listening to my ramblings of course… haha…

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@glossyao I just ride it out… Although rare, when everyone’s asleep, and nobody can hear me, I cry very quietly at 3AM.

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I hate it when someone asks you what you’re gonna do with your life.

I mean honestly, it’s none of their business.

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Wow, can’t believe I wasted 1 month already into 2026.

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@floistinyflower Sorry friend, but some of us have NOTHING to look forward to in life, no future, no goals, no love, nothing. What’s even the point trying to work it out if I have zero passion in life? No matter how hard I try, it’ll all be for nothing!

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@aaronbruhn @floistinyflower @grok By the time the suicide hot line finally “answers” the phone, you’ll already be a rotting corpse in your room.

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@amywantsuu You’re not alone in that matter, I’m also here waiting to die.

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@livewithnoregrt That it will all end soon one day, and you don’t have to worry about getting up anymore.

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I never envisioned ending up like this.

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Life is a tiring and bleak roundabout without goal or purpose. We run in circles, facing the same barriers over and over again.

Until one day we simply fall down, and die without ever understanding what all that torment was really about.

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Wow who knew it would already start turning to shit? Lol maybe I should be a fortune teller! 😆

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2026 is just going to be the same shit, except it’ll just get worse, I’m betting on it.

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2026 is just going to be the same shit, except it’ll just get worse, I’m betting on it.

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2026… New year huh? I don’t have much hope for myself, but I hope you’ll all do good this year.

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Merry Christmas everyone, I hope you all have a good Christmas!

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People can say I’m such a disgrace, drag my own name all over the place. Tell everyone about my current situation, I honestly don’t care, because nobody even knows who I am.

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The cycle never ends… does it?

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No ambitions, no dreams anymore.
Nothing.

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Me too man… Also your movies are awesome.