aria

your friendly neighbourhood sad bitch (◍•ᴗ•◍)✧*。

[aria @sof_ckingskinny]

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𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐬 ヾ(･ω･*)ﾉ
𝐬𝐰 82.85 kg
(09.07.2021)

𝐠𝐰 𝟏 65 kg
𝐠𝐰 𝟐 60 kg
𝐮𝐠𝐰 50 kg

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[aria @sof_ckingskinny]

i keep deactivating thinking i want to recover and lose weight in a healthy way and then i see a pic of myself taken by someone else and i get triggered so fucking hard and i just wish i could sew my mouth shut so i would never eat anything ever again

[aria @sof_ckingskinny]

I am potentially getting married this summer and thinking that I'd have to fit my lard ass into a wedding dress makes me gag maybe this is where i fast for 3 months and drop 25kg????

[aria @sof_ckingskinny]

I love him so much i straight up cried lol

[aria @sof_ckingskinny]

@athinsluv so cute!!!

[aria @sof_ckingskinny]

got some cbd oil to try and I'm nervous af about how this will make me feel

[aria @sof_ckingskinny]

My fiance and i downloaded an app to draw each other notes and its the best decision i ever made

[aria @sof_ckingskinny]

spent 20+ hours voice chatting w my fiance playing elden ring together this weekend and my heart is so full and simultaneously breaking because i just don't want to be away from him ever and i don't care about anything that's not him. Nothing matters but him

[aria @sof_ckingskinny]

@tofubinge Literally EVERYONE praises it so im hype lol I havent played soulsborne games much though so I'm gonna suck so bad 🥲🥲 cant wait to die 7000 times to rennala

[aria @sof_ckingskinny]

pray 4 me lol

[aria @sof_ckingskinny]

i had the nicest day today taking myself out to the movies & lunch & shopping all day, ended the day w buying myself roses. i deserve it 🧡

[aria @sof_ckingskinny]

@crumbpup My absolute fav is pesto salmon! coat a piece of salmon w pesto & oven cook it. SO delicious and healthy

[aria @sof_ckingskinny]

my fridge is so beautiful & full of nice foods i will actually never eat

[aria @sof_ckingskinny]

@__grapejuice___ that is definitely a myth! only if you were to toast it on a pan with oil/butter then it'd be higher calorie obviously, but just toasting in a toaster doesn't change the calories :)

[aria @sof_ckingskinny]

imagine being fatphobic, she's so cute her smile is so warm and pretty 😭

[aria @sof_ckingskinny]

@mirubunnie boring and plain

[aria @sof_ckingskinny]

@__grapejuice___ for example i have this white seeded bread that's 90 kcal per slice so a lot of the calories is from the seeds, but i "trade" the calories for higher fibre/protein content that keeps me fuller much longer than plain white bread would

[aria @sof_ckingskinny]

@__grapejuice___ really depends on the type, plain white bread is decently low cal but if it has seeds etc. in it the calories quickly shoot up, seeds are very healthy and nutritious but high cal :(

[aria @sof_ckingskinny]

@bonespojunkie @emptybites I'd love to join please!!

[aria @sof_ckingskinny]

@ANG3LHAZ3 yeah I'm not very hopeful cus even if i did find the right adhd meds for me they probably wouldn't help w my hard anxiety and its just FUN. i feel you and I'm so sorry you gotta deal with this ❤️❤️❤️

[aria @sof_ckingskinny]

@ANG3LHAZ3 god I FEEL this i have ADHD & getting a diagnosis and medication takes like a fucking year while there's no guarantee if the expensive ass medication is even right for me. i love watching my life fall apart when i just try to survive unmedicated. God i wish i could just be NORMAL