I almost died of anorexia in 2023, I was 25 working two jobs a day, and trying to “get signed” in LA. My doctors at UCLA told my mom to fly me back to Boston for treatment, where I spent 6 months in a RESIDENTIAL treatment center for eating disorders.
Lorde says her eating disorder during Solar Power left her constantly hungry and robbed her of all her life force and creativity
"I had a sort of ripping problem with eating, with food and my body, right through 2022 and a lot of Solar Power, actually. I was so hungry, and I’m lucky that I was able to move through that"
"But it just felt like a breaking point. I remember waking up one day and being like, ‘I cannot do this anymore. I cannot go to bed thinking about everything I ate that day and waking up worrying about all I’m going to eat’"
Zane Lowe: "It’s a mental prison. That’s just the height of torture"
Lorde: "It completely robbed me of all of my life force and creativity. It was the most boring time of my life"
I don't know who needs to hear this, but start living.
The days are flying by, and all you do is work, pay bills, and stress.
Enjoy what you can-walks, sunsets, music, laughter. Joy doesn't have to be expensive. You deserve it.
How does a lonely penguin or rejected monkey break the internet, while a starving baby in Gaza barely gets noticed? No child deserves to starve or be killed.
use this as your reminder to repeat your damn affirmations. i don’t care if you feel like you’re lying to yourself, that’s not the point. the point here is that you STAY persisting so it has no choice but to reflect in your reality. JUST AFFIRM !!! the rest doesn’t matter ♡