Palestinian children had their parents killed in front of them before they were exploded themselves but Mayim Bialik had to be reminded she's a genocide supporter in a parking lot and that's worse
This is free advice from an expensive psychologist. If you’re an anxious person, do everything for fun. Go to a job interview for fun. Submit documents for fun. Start a blog for fun. Anxiety feeds on importance. Don’t make everything a matter of life and death.