Despite the plethora of harsh social experiences that have plagued my life thus far, I’m actually really blessed, loved, and supported. Even if sometimes it’s only me.
My inner child before all the trauma and challenges I’ve survived was such a sweet, friendly and open spirit. I want to get back to that version of myself but I don’t know how or if I can.
I wonder why so many people in my life have been so adamant on wanting to hurt me or go out their way to treat my badly. I’m super chill and actually a lovely person full of surprises lol.