It was heart searing
Hurts like hell because they are asking for help which they rarely does and I just stood there with nothing to do because at the end of the day
It is their life and no one can takeover but the two of them
Everyone thought they were happy unknowingly that one of them has been trapped for years
And I... I can't do anything coz thats their problem to solve
But one cry of "Ate" and full on sobbing is something one can just ignore.
LETS FUCKING PLAY YOUR FAME
WE WILL LIVE A LIFE WITHOUT YOU
FAMILY? YEAH RIGHT
MAKE SYRE TO FUCKING REMEMBER WHO YOU STAB IN THE BACK
BECAUSE MARK MY WORDS WE WILL BE HAPPY
OUR LIVES WILL BE SO FUCKING FULFILLED AND SO MUCH MORE LIGHT WEIGHT WITHOUT YOU
I'll let the Lord judge u ppl
We'll live the happiest life,
Forgive but never forget, your betrayal has made me stronger on protecting the ppl that rlly matters
Jus got back home
Hadbwilent panic attacks and anxiety attacks while working at the office
Went to church 30 mins ago
Prayed and asked for guidance coz having this since hs had always been bad
Was told by a voice dont even know if Im hallucinating or what
I dont care anymore
But that voice was firm. I was full on crying now.
Told me "Umuwi ka at hintayin mo sila makauwi." Then a resounding 3pm was another word I heard
More of alas tres
And then lo behold mom calls me, my panic attacks seems to calm down
Still crying, still having my heart broken