Gentle love isn’t about big, dramatic gestures. It’s about the quiet ways we look out for each other, the unspoken understanding, and a space where you can simply just be. And it totally describes jossgawin’s dynamic 🥹🤍
#JossGawin#จอสกวิน
— fei huan (kingston) letter to xu luetao (leo)
[ps: rough translation]
after thinking about it, there really isn’t much more to say. but i feel like i should still write something to you. it seems like there was never really a time when we could clearly understand what we were to each other.
it’s not that there weren’t things i wanted to say. there were so many words, but saying them probably wouldn’t change anything. you’ve always thought that i had a choice. but i’m not as free as you think i am.
a lot of things seemed to have already been decided from the very beginning. all i did was follow the direction that had already been set for me.
you can treat everything like a game. whether you win or lose, it doesn’t matter. but i can’t do that.
every step i take has to have a result. it has to lead somewhere. so sometimes, when it looks like i’m moving away or giving up, perhaps all we’re really doing is returning to the place where i was always supposed to stand.
i’ve also kept asking myself: what are we?
it’s not that we don’t have an answer. it’s just that saying that answer out loud wouldn’t make things any better.
thinking about it now, maybe a lot of things simply happened the way they were supposed to. we got closer when we were meant to, and as for what was real and what was fake, perhaps that isn’t so important anymore.
i have no regrets.
it’s just that if i could do it all over again, i would probably still make the same choice.
that’s all. xu lüetao.
#煙灰 #AshOfficialSeries #leoking
okay CALM TF DOWN PLS these two love birds are actually not gonna let me survive and the smooch sound off cam?? I’m weak af when King is the one who starts 😭😭
#leoking
Foul mouthed but atleast intelligent and we cheered 😭
Fei Foon really knows Hui the best...the way he left the clues to the places they went 🥹
#LeoKing#AshOfficialSeries
Leuk To and Fei Foon getting back together after a year, To finally apologized for what he said and buried his face on Fei Foon's chest.. ahh my heart aches for this couple 🥹
#AshOfficialseries
K: let’s say it’s 6months from now, what do you think we would be doing that day? You can describe it like, what would the two of us be doing in the morning, what would we be doing around noon
L: on this day, 6months from now, i’ll wake up later than you, you will go to the fridge to get some ice and have a glass of iced coffee… I’ll be woken up around the time you make your strong coffee and ask where you are, I’ll ask if you want to find a restaurant and eat together today or whether we should go shoot something together or go to class, we will ask each other which clothes look good, You will do my hair and i will do your hair, we will take a taxi out together…maybe we will have vocal class, acting class or dance class, after class, we will eat together, you will order zero coke and i will order a glass of juice…Then we will chat together, at night, i will ask you “will you watch a movie with me” we will spend a long time choosing one but still won’t manage to pick anything, it’ll be one or two in the morning, so we just go to sleep
#彭梓燁Leo #億軒Kingston #LeoKing #ZiXuan
L: hello everyone~
K: who is everyone?
L: everyone means the audience
K: didn’t you say last time that everyone meant the two of us?
L: what i’m saying now is you’re not everyone, you’re mine
Okay my leoking is back 🥰🥰🥰
#彭梓燁Leo#億軒Kingston#LeoKing#ZiXuan