Am I the only one who’s still not accepting he’s gone in deep down? i go to work, talk about it, trying to act normal around others but the voice inside of my head keep reminding me the fact he’s gone and my logical side keep denying to believe that, still not feel real
what's so tragic about it is that he was supposed to get better. he was supposed to heal and become the best version of himself, get sober and make amends but the possibility of that suddenly disappeared on a random wednesday night. there is no closure and there will never be one
this is so weird bc usually when you’re grieving you have your family/ friends who can comfort you because they are feeling the same as you, but this time, literally no one around you feels the same as you, so it’s like no one can comfort u besides these people across the screen
I wish Liam survived. I wish he had just one more chance to make his life better for himself. I wish he amended the women who he wronged & suffered because of him. his story & his victims' closure getting such an abrupt end is really tragic. RIP.