ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝒫𝘙𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘠 ℳ𝘌𝘖𝘞𝘚ᅠ ᅠᅠ

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[ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝒫𝘙𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘠 ℳ𝘌𝘖𝘞𝘚ᅠ ᅠᅠ @softsfur]

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⠀⠀⠀𝗜 𝗪𝗜𝗦𝗛 𝑰 𝑪𝑶𝑼𝑳𝑫 BE THE
⠀⠀⠀𝘗𝘌𝘙𝘌𝘍𝘌𝘊𝘛 𝙁𝙊𝙍 𝙔𝙊𝙐.
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[ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝒫𝘙𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘠 ℳ𝘌𝘖𝘞𝘚ᅠ ᅠᅠ @softsfur]

— for him to stay, " . . . you didn't 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 to leave, we could have worked it out, whatever it was... whatever i did. "

there was such defeat in those words, such sadness, " i always 𝗸𝗻𝗲𝘄 i'd end up alone again but i was just hoping... that you wouldn't... "

[ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝒫𝘙𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘠 ℳ𝘌𝘖𝘞𝘚ᅠ ᅠᅠ @softsfur]

his grip loosened upon hearing those words, a look of surprise crossing features. the venom was gone, the anger was fading, a soft shaky exhale as those words sunk in. . . that was all he'd ever wanted to hear. perhaps besides an explanation of why he couldn't be good enough —

[˙ ✱ ┈━ ᅠᅠ 𝗚ᴱᵀ ᅠᅠ ᴵ̲ᴺ̲ ᅠᅠ 𝙇✪𝗦𝗘𝗥 ᅠᅠ ׅ⎖ @staticnatuure]

if he could face confrontation he wouldn’t have just run away. but he can’t. looks like he’s gonna get sick —— feels like it too. ❝ ah —— ❞ lets out a little hiss as his grip tightens ⦂ shoulders scrunching with a wince at his tone. doesn’t blame him for being mad . . +

[ᅠᅠᅠ✧ᅠᅠᅠ𝗘𝗠𝗜𝗬𝗢 ᅠ ᅠᅠᅠ @ofskatings]

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⠀⠀⠀ 𝗗𝗬𝗘 𝑚𝑒 𝗶𝗻 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑.
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[ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝒫𝘙𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘠 ℳ𝘌𝘖𝘞𝘚ᅠ ᅠᅠ @softsfur]

||: my new oc is up at @ofskatings!!!

[ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝒫𝘙𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘠 ℳ𝘌𝘖𝘞𝘚ᅠ ᅠᅠ @softsfur]

there's a soft gasp, wincing, eyes closing for a moment before reopening and watching as he drank from his wrist.

free hand gently moving to gently brush through his hair, a small exhale as he relaxed.

[Evan'ཀ` @IuvenisVampyre]

Takes wrist and hovers mouth over where he's going to bite before sinking his fangs into the skin.

[ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝒫𝘙𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘠 ℳ𝘌𝘖𝘞𝘚ᅠ ᅠᅠ @softsfur]

offering out a wrist almost immediately, " go ahead... i did want to watch so this works... "

[Evan'ཀ` @IuvenisVampyre]

"Wrist if that's okay."

[ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝒫𝘙𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘠 ℳ𝘌𝘖𝘞𝘚ᅠ ᅠᅠ @softsfur]

— anger that he'd never managed to let go of... even after all this time, " you 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘 at me, right now... "

his voice showed pain, anger and betrayal. it was like everything he'd healed from was back, " i 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗱 you... "

[ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝒫𝘙𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘠 ℳ𝘌𝘖𝘞𝘚ᅠ ᅠᅠ @softsfur]

his grip only tightened when he attempted to get away, practically tight enough to bruise him. his heartbreak was fading into pure rage, gaze narrowing at him now, " you 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 get to ignore this, topher. "

words were dripping with venom now, the pain making way for the —

[˙ ✱ ┈━ ᅠᅠ 𝗚ᴱᵀ ᅠᅠ ᴵ̲ᴺ̲ ᅠᅠ 𝙇✪𝗦𝗘𝗥 ᅠᅠ ׅ⎖ @staticnatuure]

don’t make him look . . this was exactly what he’d wanted to avoid. ❝ uh , , , ❞ gaze shifts around, not wanting look at him the while he sort of tugs his hand to try and pull away. shit. i mean —— what was he supposed to say .ᐣ ❝ i —— ❞ can feel his own eyes clouding +

[ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝒫𝘙𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘠 ℳ𝘌𝘖𝘞𝘚ᅠ ᅠᅠ @softsfur]

a soft laugh, giving a smile back, " okay, where would you want to drink from? "

[Evan'ཀ` @IuvenisVampyre]

"I mean I can have a little bit." flashes a fanged smile.

[ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝒫𝘙𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘠 ℳ𝘌𝘖𝘞𝘚ᅠ ᅠᅠ @softsfur]

" okay. . . i was going to offer mine if you needed it, that's all... "

[Evan'ཀ` @IuvenisVampyre]

"Mmm I am good with blood. mhm"

[ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝒫𝘙𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘠 ℳ𝘌𝘖𝘞𝘚ᅠ ᅠᅠ @softsfur]

there's a smile at him, gently caressing cheek now, " you're still good on blood, right? "

[Evan'ཀ` @IuvenisVampyre]

"I'm glad you feel safe with me. I feel so happy because of that."

[ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝒫𝘙𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘠 ℳ𝘌𝘖𝘞𝘚ᅠ ᅠᅠ @softsfur]

— see the person standing in front of him ever again but even then, his grip just got tighter, he wasn't allowing topher to run this time.

he had to see his heartbreak this time.

" you... you 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵 me. "

[ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝒫𝘙𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘠 ℳ𝘌𝘖𝘞𝘚ᅠ ᅠᅠ @softsfur]

" . . . you... " was all that kwan could manage, it was like his heart was breaking all over again and that was written all over his features. tears already pooling in that gaze again, ears lowered to head and tail between legs.

his head tilted like... he wasn't expecting to —

[˙ ✱ ┈━ ᅠᅠ 𝗚ᴱᵀ ᅠᅠ ᴵ̲ᴺ̲ ᅠᅠ 𝙇✪𝗦𝗘𝗥 ᅠᅠ ׅ⎖ @staticnatuure]

always distracted when he’s walking . . awful habit. if it wasn’t his phone, he was just lost in thought. used to bumping into people but —— he jolts as he feels someone grab him. ❝ wha —— ❞ wide eyes turned to meet the offender, hand ready to swat. as soon as saw their +

[ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝒫𝘙𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘠 ℳ𝘌𝘖𝘞𝘚ᅠ ᅠᅠ @softsfur]

a small huff from him, gaze looking away, " ... fine... "

arms crossed over chest, still leaned against the wall, " i just... "

there's a shake of his head shortly after him trailing off, " it doesn't matter. "

[ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝒫𝘙𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘠 ℳ𝘌𝘖𝘞𝘚ᅠ ᅠᅠ @softsfur]

" well, you could have just invited me to stay the night, " soft muttering, leaning against the wall while watching him for a second.

" . . . well, if you're insisting on it, i suppose i can't say no, can i? "

[ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝒫𝘙𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘠 ℳ𝘌𝘖𝘞𝘚ᅠ ᅠᅠ @softsfur]

there's a smile, fingers shifting through his hair in a comforting motion, " oh. . . that's reassuring to hear, thank you... you make me feel safe too... "

[Evan'ཀ` @IuvenisVampyre]

"oh, I'm sorry. I just feel safe with you Kwan." Nuzzles his chest again. "So safe"

[ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝒫𝘙𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘠 ℳ𝘌𝘖𝘞𝘚ᅠ ᅠᅠ @softsfur]

a frown, watching him before also standing up, " no... it's fine, i can manage. don't worry. "

[ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝒫𝘙𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘠 ℳ𝘌𝘖𝘞𝘚ᅠ ᅠᅠ @softsfur]

" hey, darling... " softly murmured as he looks over with a smile, " you have a habit of sleeping on me, you know... it's cute... "

[Evan'ཀ` @IuvenisVampyre]

Sleeps for a little while before slowly waking up, stretching his arms.

[ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝒫𝘙𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘠 ℳ𝘌𝘖𝘞𝘚ᅠ ᅠᅠ @softsfur]

a soft huff of a laugh, gaze shifting away, " yeah... but still... "

slowly sitting up, still obviously exhausted, " ugh... i guess i should eat... and go home, i have work tomorrow... unless... you want me to spend the night... "

[ᅠ ᅠᅠ𝒫𝘙𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘠 ℳ𝘌𝘖𝘞𝘚ᅠ ᅠᅠ @softsfur]

when the song ends, he'd become silent, letting him sleep as he scrolls through his phone.

[Evan'ཀ` @IuvenisVampyre]

finally asleep as he curls up into a ball, yawning again