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Lately im thinking abt how i didnt have to lose weight to begin with. My sw was 48kg (like bmi 20) like i wasnt even fat. Now im 54-55kg because of the binging after being underweight, uggh im gen so dumb for this, what was the point, and now i have all sorts of problems
I have shared to some of my friends that i used to be anorexic but i dont have the courage to tell them that i actually still struggle a lot with food. But its ok because i have many other friends who know and support me, i love u guys
@rx_chii I still think you could eat more than 1200 kcals to restrict though. You have to remember that im also really short so i had to eat a lot less, but still it worked 😭 im scared youll be stuck in the binging restricting loop
@rx_chii Aagghhh i see.. that does make sense, i almost never binged when i was in the mindset of restricting but the second i ate maint kcals i would binge, so i kinda understand 😭
@rx_chii Where would i have the energy to work out bro 😭😭 i mean all the steps i got were from walking to school and to my grandma's place. And only exercise was gym at school