How hard is it in when you suddenly wake up scared upon seeing that person in dream you love the MOST and your heart feels so heavy but you don't have anyone to talk to so you lay down crying, holding your chest praying the pain will go away
Could you feel the absence?
Something gone and nothing left
Something being taken away, gone with them
Some resistance to your laughter?
Some dying shadow of brightness?
Some layer of thin coldness taking over you?
The answer to why you become a rover?
And the warm heart dries 🍂