i don't even know if i'm happy or atleast satisfied with my situation or not, i'm doing what i've to or maybe just what i need to but there's no life to it
i'm not lazy but i just don't have the will to do anything & nothing in my life has ever been this heart breaking
Being academically good in my childhood has completely destroyed me. Raised people's hopes for no reason. Raised my own standards for no reason. Now I cannot compete with my old self. I cannot comprehend and accept the fact that I am not capable of doing anything. I cannot
“i cannot compete with my old self” is insane because that’s what i’ve felt like for the past 3 years of my life but i’ve never been able to put it into words like this
i'll never shut up about how me & my life completely changed post pandemic. i'm a completely different person which though i've gotten very comfortable with but i do miss how things were for me before that, in terms of people or career or everything.