solar

❀.ೃ࿔*:･ solar,, shedtwt minor

᭝ ᨳଓ ՟ 153 cm - bmi 17.5 - cw: 40.9kg - gw: 37.5kg - ugw: 35kg

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[solar @solarxxeclipses]

⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 #shedtwt // #edrtwt intro !!
hii im solar !

minor,, pro recovery
trash dni xx

interests: music (punk rock/post hardcore/indie rock)!! books (favs r the bell jar n the stranger) ,, creatively directed movies,, video games (bg3, hades, minecraft, outer wilds)

[solar @solarxxeclipses]

ninja creami is ED w/ cheats on wdym i can eat a whole pint for 150cal

[م☆ @mariiinaraa]

one of my biggest fears is being befriended by someone who approached me first thinking I seem cool just for them to be disappointed by how much of an awkward socially inept loser I am. I'm an alien who doesnt know how to hold conversation Im sorryyyyy😭😭😭😭

[𑣲𝐍𝐨𝐫𝐚 @Exp1redAngel]

I stalk people who likes my tweets

[~ Benny ｡⁠☆ @Fluffyfarting]

I don't want to get attached to anyone ever again this is hell

[solar @solarxxeclipses]

gn nobody tmr i think im really gonna do it (^ ᴗ ^)

[solar @solarxxeclipses]

i wish something really bad would happen so i could relapse and no one would blame me

[solar @solarxxeclipses]

one day i won't be scared to die, and that day i'll do it myself just to prove it

[j64th𓂀 @literallymej]

Do I only exist when someone is bored or needs something???? https://t.co/NXiG4uN7yJ

[solar @solarxxeclipses]

@cryptsofkuni was it worth it? am debating relapse lolz

[solar @solarxxeclipses]

how was i happy a month ago and now i can barely live

[mika ⚞^. .^⚟ @shd0wstar]

yall ever want to dm someone but you get all scared and nervous because what if they don’t want to talk to you so you’re like writing the message then deleting them writing it then deleting it again…

no just me ?

[solar @solarxxeclipses]

@ceecee2005xd moots? (˶>⩊<˶)

[solar @solarxxeclipses]

i was forced to stop right when i got the hang of it,, and now i don't even love the person im clean for anymore

[solar @solarxxeclipses]

i miss cutting so bad.

[🩵˚₊‧꒰ა 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙚𝙞𝙞 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ 🧩 @pearlecentt]

me whenever i only do styro or cat scratches
#shtwtt #ouchietwtt #shrtwt

[solar @solarxxeclipses]

js realizing that at my lowest weight i was only bmi 16 whyd i stop

[˚₊‧꒰ა 𝓢ekai ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ @Sekaisickle]

being debilitatingly anxious is the key to weight loss

[c @1303cc]

it's so frustrating when your family acts like your sickly thin when you literally could be a fatspo

[autumn ˎˊ˗ @cokezeroheart]

oh my god i just want to live like a normal person and not gaf about calories. there isnt a single minute where im not thinking about food or calories or when/what im going to eat next. it's actually so exhausting oml.