lily 🌺

edtwt,, also this is my personal diary

[lily 🌺 @soleildiet]

new #edtwt intro🩷🎀

she/her
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ednos

lets be moots!

[lily 🌺 @soleildiet]

holy fucking christ

[lily 🌺 @soleildiet]

today i feel exceptionally ugly,dumb and useless which makes me wanna kill myself so should i eat or starve to cope

[lily 🌺 @soleildiet]

starving is really back in this fuckass heat

[⋆˚࿔ maria 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ | 🎪🎯 @lulittleviolin]

this animation means so much to me, it’s so much more accurate to eating disorders than any ed movie

[lily 🌺 @soleildiet]

@millyb0nes hell nah i wouldn't want my partner to worry about me like that:(

[lily 🌺 @soleildiet]

i know i havent been feeling well lately but i busted my ass to help my bsf to get help for her mental health and her not needing in eventually bc she figured it out feels like a gutpunch even tho i'm so happy for her

[lily 🌺 @soleildiet]

i'm sitting at a cafe,drinking my coffee,the weather is beautiful,music is chill and the atmosphere is so cozy but i still wish i could stop existing

[iza 🍕 @blondssick]

⋆ ｡ﾟ how to dive and get worse into your ed 🪦
very toxic thread!!
(TRIGGER WARNING do not scroll down if you’re in recovery or trying to get better)
⋆ ｡ﾟ
a edtwt thread 🥒
✦ ♡ & ↺ appreciated ༊

[lily 🌺 @soleildiet]

@hiltsgasalms1 i'm a bisexual woman and i love women of any size actually, i just prefer them to be shorter than me haha (i'm 177cm or 5"11)

[lily 🌺 @soleildiet]

@fujograce @allisdying i feel you so fucking much,the only thing which helps for me is trying to dress a little bit more feminine while hiding the fattest parts of my body lolol

[lily 🌺 @soleildiet]

summer feels like the worst for me because the focus becomes on being happy, pretty,going to nice places,vacations,having the best time with friends and i feel like i can never live up to these expectations, i'm still depressed,anxious,body dysmorphic and struggling

[𝒜𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝒶/Simon ‘ghost’ Riley of edrtwt @angelinacalss]

I hate that ppl make events around food, why the fuck do we always have to go to lunch or dinner, can’t we just go for a nice walk or go shopping????? Paint? Beat men? Literally do anything but eat.

[lily 🌺 @soleildiet]

i started feeling disconnected from my partner,friends and family again. i feel like no one loves me,wants me or cares about me, i wish i could just stop existing

[( 𓏵 ) – ⠘ monya 🐾 @cutewlilbunny]

all ppl who are a part of the lgbtq+ community are losing 10 kg this month

[dia @intellectualspo]

not to sound like a horrible person but I love when people around me gain weight

[lily 🌺 @soleildiet]

seeing irl thinspo in low rise jeans with her hipbones sticking out.. im gonna kms

[lily 🌺 @soleildiet]

@i5cons @j3llybeans_ omg yes!!! i love her sm and shes such an underrated thinspo

[lily 🌺 @soleildiet]

seeing all the kpop girlies em@ncipated makes me wanna starve myself even more oh no

[lily 🌺 @soleildiet]

currently at uni waiting to take a test and some people are pulling out snacks and chocolate bars i wish i was them i'd rather d!e than eat in front of these people

[lily 🌺 @soleildiet]

@dollyana_5 OMG HII