Again, thank you very much for giving me such good memories on here and I love all of yall! This account won't be deleted but I'll deactivate most likely.
I'm going to be inactive on here and on @diseasednecro since I have a very important surgery coming up and also because I don't think that the internet has been putting me in a really good place. I'm so glad I met all of you and I'm just happy that I got to spend this time here
I'm not mentally well as of now and I just need to rest. I've been having more and more intrusive throughts and generally been more unstable—so I'll leave, probably for a month or two if I can. I wont respond to any drama that comes out(I have a bad feeling there will be) so yeah
//I'm either going to delete or deactivate this account after everything.
I just want to apologize to everyone who had to see this mess; none of you should've been made uncomfortable, and I'm extremely sorry that this was ever made public. I'm genuinely so, SO sorry to everyone.
The "ranting about my rapists" thing is literally just me upholding a toxic traumabond/grooming situation when I was UNMEDICATED and was literally contemplating suicide. Stop spamming me csam content of myself or using the trauma I have told you in privacy and trust against me.
Its fucking 3 am. Go sleep instead of trying to make me out to be a hoe just because I was raped/trafficked and forced to make csam. The necrophilia was something I was forced into doing when I was EIGHT YEARS OLD.
Last truth before I sleep— @solieleclipse has confessed that she raped a dead body and had intercourse with her own older cousins. She is a literal porn star and a slut to multiple of her family, friends and even strangers. She knew what she was doing, she wasn't raped
Okay I'm very sorry to keep dragging this, however I've been getting spammed with csam content of myself for the past hour or so by a certain someone i don't think I have to name. I'll be stepping back from Twitter because this is genuinely so triggering for me.
Blocking me right after qrting me and then sending your little retard minions to harass me is crazy. Just go back to jerking off to cp and leave me alone
Yall seem SOOO invested in riding lilas dick then please just go do it and leave me alone you dumb niggers
It's called a dead-name, or if It's associated with trauma. It's literally possible to be triggered by a actual name. It's genuinely possible.
It's a high trigger if that name was associated with emotional abuse, trauma, or anything along those themes.
Me in general. I won't go into details about the other things they did. However, I will say that I will no longer associate with them, and I'm just saddened that this even happened and it got dragged public. In short, they are a transphobic, homophobic, racist, and ableist scum.
I really didn't wanna get back on this account, especially to drag drama, but considering this individual blocked me from basically everywhere and refuses to speak to me outside of spamming slurs, I think I might have to.Explaining this situation once and then leaving it be
Ik this won't reach anyone since people seem to dick-ride lila like her personal sluts but here is a thread of adressing everything going on relating to @solieleclipse / @diseasednecro
Been swinging slurs around that they cannot reclaim, such as the n-word and the d-slur. I was trying to convince myself that they were pulling a weird prank or smth and stopped engaging, until this morning when I opened my dms to be greeted with irl gore and things that trigger—
All the other people I've met on this account have all been lovely, and I'm glad this whole thing happened, but with my mental instability and the fandom slowly dying out, I don't believe I'll be active on this account. I'll see you all around
//I'm sorry about being inactive; I've kinda just been realizing a lot of the stuff going on relating to this account(both public and private) have been really setting my recovery back and I don't think that the ppt fandom in general has been very helpful.