john million

insane or stupid? you decide

[john million @soludermis]

unprivating my account so this is no longer a personal diary but a public one . enjoy at your leisure

[john million @soludermis]

@cigarettesummer Just say “get a girlfriend” bro 😭

[john million @soludermis]

@vurpuz 13..? the daughters are all sisters so there only needs to be one brother for them each to have a brother.. no mention of a father either so I’m assuming 13

[john million @soludermis]

It’s really fascinating to me when a trans person is attractive pre and post transition. is beauty beyond gender? or is this person just more in tune with how to decorate themselves beautifully? Maybe I’m just bisexual idk

[john million @soludermis]

@dlthug_ yeah until this last year. now i like someone more shy than me

[john million @soludermis]

maybe he’s beautiful and perfect but he hits me cause we’re both men or something. That would make sense. Or maybe he has a disgusting room. Fuck that’s not even a turn off i would help him clean it

[john million @soludermis]

god he seems too perfect to be real. there’s gotta be a drawback somewhere. There’s no way i stumbled across this beautiful perfect man in this bumfuck place

[john million @soludermis]

i might have to move to new york. Fuck

[jor @wombpatrol]

i understand preventing theft but we gotta unlock the deodorant aisle we gotta let people steal that shit during summer as a public good

[john million @soludermis]

@artbysal The performance of nyc’s marketing team is off the charts right now

[john million @soludermis]

i love to watch people I love. I wish I could watch their life like a movie whenever they’re away from me. i think knowing someone inside and out is the most intimate you can be with another human being

[john million @soludermis]

even if he is gay that doesn’t necessarily mean he likes me. I may not be his type! who knows. who knows man

[john million @soludermis]

guy I like reposted a moonlight edit. #watdatmean .?

[john million @soludermis]

It’s never worked out for me before, so it feels really foolish to believe that this time will be different. even though i really want it to be

[john million @soludermis]

I want him to be gay so bad but i’m too scared to hope. it’s let me down so many times before and I just don’t want to do it again. maybe he’s just an #ally who is sympathetic to the experience of being a closeted homosexual

[Kamendachi @KamenViewer]

What if it's not adapting but the new "Memories" are just going over the older ones like layers of sedimentary rock.
If you go deep enough you can find the first memories of man.
#backrooms

[kat @seafairyservant]

Anything else you wanna add

[john million @soludermis]

@KaylaKatin I’m attracted to everyone my life is hell