DR. ⚕️

the regret I have is on levels I've never felt. I don't know if you will see this.. but.. it's all been deleted. I'm so sorry.

[DR. ⚕️ @someheadpats]

Going to lock this account again I'll leave it unlocked for 24 hours so hopefully you see this I guess idk

Not because I'm mad or sad or frustrated.. I'm actually calm believe it or not right now

What you saw today is me trying to figure out what to do

I think have my answer

[DR. ⚕️ @someheadpats]

Crying again..

I definitely made you cry..

Only fitting I guess I pay this price

I'm scared I've ruined this forever

[DR. ⚕️ @someheadpats]

The fact you still follow me thank you for that.. you probably have great sympathy for my situation you just.. hate what I've become..

That's sadly fair.. I'm going to do my best to change

After all

You deserve to be treated not better but the best

[DR. ⚕️ @someheadpats]

I'm trying to figure out why I snapped.. I know I was wrapping my car and frankly I was exhausted..

Like I left you on read for 3 days because I knew I needed time to breathe

And when I messaged you then you.. left me on read yourself for 3 days..

[DR. ⚕️ @someheadpats]

My mind wants to do the crazy ex girlfriend and go into your DMs and say more but... I can't talk my way out of this...

I know on a certain day this year next to my own day

I'll message you again hopefully by then you may want to maybe talk..

If not.. man...

[DR. ⚕️ @someheadpats]

Man this week's a roller coaster of emotions

There a joke here if you happen to read this..

I don't want you to save me from being lonely anymore anyway see you at the next school reunion we putting in another 10k hours

(Big joke save me from this fucking game help!!!)

[DR. ⚕️ @someheadpats]

The game that I put 10k hours into...

They making a new one... I just joined the discord right now..

..

It's the feeling of seeing like a good photo of your ex.. no go away..

[DR. ⚕️ @someheadpats]

Hmm I miss being treated like a king

[DR. ⚕️ @someheadpats]

4..... Man

[DR. ⚕️ @someheadpats]

This like is truly making me questions

My ass should of made those 2 separate tweets

Option 1) it's mostly the top part
Option 2) it's mostly the bottom
Option 3) it's both
Option 4) you.. did.. you talk to Brandon..

Idk I'm on "sent" for 8 hours..

[DR. ⚕️ @someheadpats]

My mind has been in panic mode for at least 5 years or so

I need to cool down it's going to be ok Brandon seems nice enough he will be my friend and I sort of have Steven but it's pretty clear.. his doing this out of feeling bad he doesn't actually care for me in that way..

[DR. ⚕️ @someheadpats]

Is it 3

[DR. ⚕️ @someheadpats]

@_shmCS Fun

[DR. ⚕️ @someheadpats]

I'm still so sorry I don't expect to be forgiven even by next week or the week after that

What I said was cruel and careless

There maybe a reason for my snap something I think you can sympathise for but what I said I'm responsible for was not right

Till we talk again

[DR. ⚕️ @someheadpats]

Going to lock this account again I'll leave it unlocked for 24 hours so hopefully you see this I guess idk

Not because I'm mad or sad or frustrated.. I'm actually calm believe it or not right now

What you saw today is me trying to figure out what to do

I think have my answer