I cant and dont want to understand or accept their relationships into my life. I'm all alone and I want someone all alone, lonely like me. Idek why they all pretend to be like me first then shove the love of their kids down my throat
How will I recover this time? Idk I really dont know I cant even seem to breathe. Its not that this person didnt care but both of us are of different mindsets. I want to be the only one in their life. They say family-kid- ex, n friends are important too, they cant leave em
I get triggered repeatedly I melt down for hours at length. I love this person I keep looking at the screen expecting them to pop up leaving everything n everyone behind but I know they cant. They just cant. They are helpless and so am I 😪
Its hard. Last time it took me nearly 3 years of a nightmare to recover. I dont know how long its gonna take this time. I knew this person was healing from the loss of their ex but they constantly choose their kid and their ex over me then I got no option but to walk away.
Never am I ever engaging in any sort of a relationship with a parent again. Fuck y'all I aint responsible fr ur kids. If u miss ur mom ur ex u got a kid to look after IDC. If u cant give me ur 1000% like I do, if u aint emotionally available 4 me like I am then just fuck off
I don't understand why people do this? If you are having a hard time in your life you use others as a crutch, make them your no 1 priority, then throw that crutch away because suddenly you remember you got your own kid(s) to prioritize?
Whats the use of a relationship if your partner is continuously crying over their ex? Do you stay, be supportive and listen or do you walk away? I don't know whats ethical in the situation
You make me crash and break down all day yet you dont see my tears 💔 or the fact that how much I ove you and want u for me, not crying for ur ex every day every night 😪
And now when I tell u ur ex stalks me n likes me cryingx stop crying on social media in oublic for her, u burn in jealousy, say she has a thing for me and block me? I'm still shaken
Oh and the classic when I sink into depression upon the prospect of breaking up with u n end up taking pills, u dont cry, u dont miss me, u go n break down in front of ur ex, begging her to talk to u,next day when I sleep cuz m still down, u go to sm1 else to cry for ur ex 👏
You never loved me anyway. All u did all these months was to hide that u had a kid, that u still had feelings for ur ex, cry non stop uncontrollably on social media for ur ex. What did u give me? non stop pain, tears, insecurity.