Good God but do I fucking hate humankind; that people are so incomprehensibly vile & cruel & selfish...The kind of depravity & violence that mankind is capable of BY COICE?
Fucking hell.
"Humanity is the greatest species". Bullshit. There's never been a lesser species than us.
Was playing around with my makeup while "cleaning" my office/closet just now & had the thought again that oh yeah, I do still like to look "pretty" & feminine.
Fucking hell๐ฎโ๐จ
Nothing quite like the inescapable agony of being forced to say awake all night by your own damn mind. It's a sure-fire way to be very quickly driven right the hell out of it
Happy 5am to you all. I hope you have a lovely dayโก Or night.
What even is it at this point? Face Dysmorphia? Self perception distortion? Gender related shit? Male attention truama? Do I just dislike myslef that much? I honestly don't know but it's very annoying & I hate it.
And I really want to show you guys how it turned out but uuggghh
Was playing around with my makeup while "cleaning" my office/closet just now & had the thought again that oh yeah, I do still like to look "pretty" & feminine.
Fucking hell๐ฎโ๐จ
Also I STILL haven't watched The Show MV or even listened to song
Forgive me Father, for I have not a normal, well functioning mind
Amen๐๐ป๐โโ๏ธ
how old i was when
- kissed: the faces of my friends
- drank: 18 maybe??
- smoked: 18-20 there abouts
- had sex: fuck no
- used drugs: never
- watched porn: no thank you
- sent nudes: never
- got a tattoo: never
- fell in love: what'a strange concept
how old i was when
- kissed: never
- drank: 12-13??? idk
- smoked: 19
- had sex: never
- used drugs: never
- watched porn: 12?? (rip my eyes)
- sent nudes: never
- got a tattoo: never
- fell in love: 19 ๐น
(19 year old love curse is lowkey realโฆ)