Lori 🌻🌼🌻🌼🌻

Curiouser and curiouser. Widow💔. Making my way sprinkling light in a sometimes dark world. I like to wander around and take pictures as I go.

[Lori 🌻🌼🌻🌼🌻 @sometimes_there]

@TaraSkurtu I love the end of little prayer by Danez Smith, because sometimes that is the best we can ask....

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@jayblackisfunny @RonFilipkowski In 2019 I made my husband drive hours out of the way tour Bangor, Maine and stand in front of Stephen King's house - pretty nice digs. But yeah.... get a job loser! 🙄

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@MamaMote Thank you for your kind message.

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Today was my late husband's birthday. All the grief books and advice say that you reach "acceptance" as part of the process. I still find it hard to accept. How could this wonderful man, the bedrock of my life, just one day be gone? He had so much living left to do.

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@wolfpacklegion_ Sometimes it's beautiful, and sometimes chaotic. Always unpredictable.

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@Buttermilksky1 Thank you.

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@thebubblydiva Thank you so much. I appreciate it.

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@erakmiller Someone replied here to say "adapt" rather than "accept" and that rings true.

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@theDavidProctor Thank you.

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@BillquinnBill Thank you, he gave me so many gifts, some I only truly appreciate now that he is gone. Finding beauty in the wild, our sons, the peace of a simple day.

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@TerranceKozak Thank you.

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@Dash76Dash Thank you for your message. It is a conundrum and unsolvable. I'm feel so lucky to have had such a love and at the same time so unlucky to have lost it. The universe is beautiful, and chaotic. And you are right, life is for the living.

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@heatco Thank you. Yes, it's a new part of me that I have to incorporate. I'm getting better and knowing that he always wanted me to be as happy as I could be.

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@DebbieCulwell @DanRichardJr @janefourmillion @PupRsq In the morning I look at photo memories and think of time they were taken. Try to remember as much about it as possible.

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@cgbrill Thank you so much.

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@bdowney2338 Thank you.

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@Azonagirl Thank you very much. I was so lucky.

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@jtrek100 Thank you. I have gotten a lot of help from things I've read and people I've talked to. Sometimes it just all feels so unreal and unfair.

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@Meltedfudge1 @UnderhillVicky Thank you.

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@UnderhillVicky That's hard. My mom died 5 months after Curtis, tomorrow is the anniversary of her death. The body remembers these dates. Hugs to you.

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@Hemorn1 Thank you, empathy is a powerful tonic.

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@magdalenamadge Thank you. Our mothers are the first voice we hear, the first touch we feel. I miss mine every day too.