@jayblackisfunny@RonFilipkowski In 2019 I made my husband drive hours out of the way tour Bangor, Maine and stand in front of Stephen King's house - pretty nice digs. But yeah.... get a job loser! ๐
Today was my late husband's birthday. All the grief books and advice say that you reach "acceptance" as part of the process. I still find it hard to accept. How could this wonderful man, the bedrock of my life, just one day be gone? He had so much living left to do.
@BillquinnBill Thank you, he gave me so many gifts, some I only truly appreciate now that he is gone. Finding beauty in the wild, our sons, the peace of a simple day.
@Dash76Dash Thank you for your message. It is a conundrum and unsolvable. I'm feel so lucky to have had such a love and at the same time so unlucky to have lost it. The universe is beautiful, and chaotic. And you are right, life is for the living.
@heatco Thank you. Yes, it's a new part of me that I have to incorporate. I'm getting better and knowing that he always wanted me to be as happy as I could be.
@DebbieCulwell @DanRichardJr @janefourmillion @PupRsq In the morning I look at photo memories and think of time they were taken. Try to remember as much about it as possible.