starting a 🧵 called
“mood board”
purpose: i’ll keep adding pictures of my life here so i can see them and saturate my mind multiple times a day. feel free to save and visualise with me
PART 1
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circumstances are not the final answer. they can change just as quickly as your assumptions do. what happened before doesn’t get to dictate what happens next.
I’m in the devilish mood to manifest the downfall of the dumbest, albeit most conniving bitch I know.
Any crafty affs? 😈
Ones I’ve been saying:
-everybody in the 🌍 hates her
-she doesn’t exist, she’s ignored by everyone
-she’s a love repellent
activities to feel like a glamorous, erotic, adorned ancient priestess:
• scent your wrists & neck with jasmine, rose, frankincense or neroli notes
• charge your serums under the full moon as a glamour incantation for moonlit glowy skin
• shower or bathe in the dark
• powder your body nightly w/ fancy vintage puffs
• always keep fresh flowers and a prettily arranged bowl of juicy fruit in your vicinity
• paint your nails and your eyelids gold
• combine a silk robe with your prettiest heels just to lounge around the house
• burn scented candles after dark instead of using overhead lights
• oil your body intently while the skin is still wet, whispering glamour affirmations into your skin (likely used by cleopatra: castor, moringa, sesame, almond)
• take long baths with milk, honey, rose petals, and/or olive oil
• perform a face massage, possibly with natural rose quartz gua-sha tools
• perfect your own version of cleopatra’s statement eyeliner
• adorn yourself with gold bracelets, necklaces, and earrings
• brew yourself a cup of blue lotus tea for nighttime relaxation
it’s normal for me to be pursued. to be chosen loudly and unapologetically.
it’s normal for me to be everyone’s top priority, to always get what i want, when i want. it’s normal for me to have dozens of people begging me for commitment. this is my reality i am always loved deeply, im so strikingly beautiful that everyone worships the ground i walk on the moment they see me.
Ewwww what loser mentality. Not in my reality… like ever
I have fairytale love 24x7, even 10 years into the relationship
Every scene feels like a romance film. Dreamy, whimsical, magical
People hate to admit it but there is a deadline for that intense passionate “chaotic” love. After a certain age you approach everything through the lens of logic. You cannot afford to love the way you loved at 22 at 30
I have honestly been so dumb for the past 2 months. Something shifted internally and I PUT SP ON A PEDESTAL (ew)
for context- we’re married already but the power dynamic for me kept switching once I already got them
Because I had the belief - “oh he’s the best he’s such a catch i don’t want to lose him” , my fear manifested as opportunities to lose him. Even though he’s loyal, my actions kinda attracted or created those opportunities
So I did a 72 hour experiment where I switched back to ME being the main character… as it should be. And the dynamic has never switched quicker. Like literally minutes
I walked different, I looked different even, I got some glow back AND SOMEONE LITERALLY TOLD HIM , “how did someone like you get someone like THAT” and he got possessive over me instead of the usual , me getting angsty and possessive
And then again- I switched back to default for a second and I was like “oh so now you know how it feels” and I felt the energy change. I literally snapped my wrist band to remind me THATS NOT ME
And it’s been delightful , to say the least.
I have chosen a new default mode for myself. 21 days to make or break a habit, eh?
When you know exactly what you want, construct in your mind’s eye a single, simple event which implies fulfillment of your desire, an event wherein self predominates. Instead of sitting back and looking at yourself as though you were on the screen, you be the actor in the drama.