hi everyone,
i decided to retire from everything valorant-related and even gaming in general.
my younger brother passed away 2 weeks ago and i want to live life to the fullest for him. the big plans that i have is working on my agency that i recently founded as well as working on my own creative endeavors, ranging from fashion to music.
i want to thank everyone for all of the memories playing valorant and other games.
special shout out to @team_eqx for the good times. I met so many talented individuals and dope people, i don’t regret it one bit. i’ll always cherish you guys and will be rooting you guys on in the future.
til next time :)
Sona
warning: rant incoming and it’s all rambling. it’s my way of getting it all out and then getting validation for it. at least i’m honest about it.
insecurities consume me, hence why I put so much effort into my outfits haha.
on a serious note: i’m not sure why i’m typing this here, but fuck it who cares.
ever since my brother’s passing, i’m pretty sure ive fallen back into a major depressive episode that I previously left a few years ago after a really bad breakup. During that time, I had starting taking antidepressants (Lexapro), and I was like a muted zombie. I couldn’t feel any emotions. However, I credit the meds to helping me pick myself back up. Fast forward to now, i’m just so stressed, anxious, scared, depressed… Grieving is really really fucked imo. I tend to look at things in a positive light sometimes: there’s opportunity when living with loss and I just haven’t seen it yet.
thank you for reading this far.
oh ya fuck valorant, it’s a shit game that brings out the worst in me. I hit Radiant again and filled my little act triangle up. now what? where’s my award? bragging rights? fuckkkkkk all that.
hi guys im not sure if you all know or not but my dear friend @sona_fps has started a clothing brand in honor of his late brother sori to keep his legacy alive.
I just ordered 2 tees & it’d be super cool if you guys just check it out, show some support & read about it on the website. #soristrong 🤍
https://t.co/qrm9yTTPjo