spence // shtwt

17 / a pain star has entered your house, but what are you going to do about it? / backup: @natsel89

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

it's harder to be good in here than it is to starve and die

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

fuck you guys

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

@s0ftbonez URISTEN HAIII

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

therapy got me in that giles corey mood

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

@lexsgoinginsane tengerszem tündére?

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

update on my moms coworker: i think he likes me! thats probably bad but im way too out of it to care. im just happy someone thinks im somewhat desirable

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

do we fw this hard

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

Cut through artery app bleed rotblock block rot bleed.
Do I call help please

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

hi so if theres a 33 year old man who would want to date me. but he likes skinny girls, is it worth it.

(im so desperate for attention from older man like it makes me suicidal)

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

@vamppxxz :3

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

yesterday at 4 am, i made a piece that i genuinely thought was so genius it will be put into museum one day. this morning i found this in my gallery

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

i could start taking care of myself and be more feminine and stuff i mean i dont reallve HAVE to be a guy yk. plus then smn would like me enough to get me the fuck out of here bc God know i aint doing that by myself

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

holy shit im gonna rot in this country forever

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

i talked to a psychiatrist the first time yesterday and she said in the first 5 minutes
"Are you aware that you're on the spectrum?" girl what

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

its gotten really really bad

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

update: nothing came of it im going to die like this 👍

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

so my therapist told my parents that they NEED to put be in front of a psychologist before school starts. 3 more days left of the break and idk what they are waiting for. the weekend? so its convenient for them? good grief

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

oh we are so back (its over)

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

so my therapist told my parents that they NEED to put be in front of a psychologist before school starts. 3 more days left of the break and idk what they are waiting for. the weekend? so its convenient for them? good grief

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

@vukcals i wanted him sooo bad bro

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

first year where i'll actually spend new years eve with smn!! so excited :D

[spence // shtwt @sonof_agun]

btw reminder for new followers !!!! i am not on edtwt anymore. i follow my old moots cuz i <3 them but please don't expect much ed stuff from me.