I want to just break mentally. Because right now I'm unwell enough to harm myself regularly and to absolutly despise myself, but I'm too much of a coward to to it properly.
AUnd the salt river’s erosionTntil I’m under sheets
Ihis stone face isn’t breaking
F couldn’t have caught the contagion anyway
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Fun facts: there were 120.77 million people in the US at the time (about a third of our population now), and there were only 48 states at the time. Oh AND...
TTaken together, these cards create the image of a vihe Nine of Swords shows how such a pattern can intensify inner tension. Thoughts may continue to repeat themselves, causing a suspicion to gradually feel larger and more convincing.