Sonya

[Sonya @sonyawells]

Watch me, but let me be, as I giddyup and skip all across the world..

[Sonya @sonyawells]

Wondering where’s my Mr. Right.. it’s a bunch of Mr. Right now’s out here.. but as soon as someone tries to get my number, I’m like

[Sonya @sonyawells]

A year ago today, I woke up post surgery in so much pain. I pushed, made myself walk. That’s me at the core, I push, almost shove myself into actually being better.

Pray until something happens.. while moving towards your desired path..

[Sonya @sonyawells]

Patiently waiting on my angry, to become stranger..

[Sonya @sonyawells]

My weight match my ‘fake’ weight on my driving license..

[Sonya @sonyawells]

Allowing a man to love me more than you did, is what I call payback for you!

[Sonya @sonyawells]

I have scans next week, I’ve silently been so afraid. With time, this will pass.

[Sonya @sonyawells]

Can I keep the life I’m creating?

Is my underlying fear..

[Sonya @sonyawells]

I went driving today.. I actually went driving on the main streets.. it felt good..

[Sonya @sonyawells]

2015 I had a fire lost everything
2025 I beat cancer

Ten years apart still being hurt by the same black heart..

I had curiosity then,
I have wisdom now..

Purging my emotional guts,
Because between the blurred lines of these bars 🥹,
Creates healing, peace, and growth.

[Sonya @sonyawells]

I’ve never had a teammate, but I’ve always had a dependent.. it’s refreshing to hear, married couples, discuss their shared goals. I’ve never been in that position of having joint goals.. Looking forward to making goals with someone new..

[Sonya @sonyawells]

So, I had to go bra shopping today.. it was a fun adventure..

[Sonya @sonyawells]

Soooo, I can’t fit Lane Bryant..

[Sonya @sonyawells]

Man, so I’m reading about Intimate Partner Violence, for class. So while reviewing the four conditions of Stockholm syndrome and I feel..

[Sonya @sonyawells]

Mourning the loss of a person, that’s not dead, is crazy.. but I can’t continue to be a whipping post..

[Sonya @sonyawells]

He brought me back, to only cheat on me with the same person he cheated on me with in 2013. So is it really cheating? I think I was just a mistake.

[Sonya @sonyawells]

He never wanted to marry me, he only asked because it sounded nice. Because when you want a future with someone, you plan. When you don’t, you waste time. Spent 60 months here, for no reason. Waste of time.

[Sonya @sonyawells]

I feel like I’m New York and he’s flavor flav.. Twice.. he did this shit twice! And, I’m supposed to just be okay.. fuck him!

[Sonya @sonyawells]

I welcome feedback, but I don’t have the capacity for criticism..

[Sonya @sonyawells]

So gas literally falls out my ass without warning, I’m thankful it’s soft and scent-less.. #colorectalcancer #recovery