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i don't promote ed or self harm and i'm not pro anything, just a vent account // i won't give you tips on being anorexic

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this account isn't by any means meant to glorify mental illnesses or self destructive behavior
if triggered easily, please leave immediately

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my friend told me i had loose weight :))))

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i want to die

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i ate a normal amount of calories for someone my height and weight, and it feels like my stomach is about to explode

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i am constantly thinking about my weight

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I feel so fake for recovering when I've never been underweight

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strangely my ed has prevented my suicide as I'm "not skinny enough for my funeral" I guess I'm grateful

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it sucks being a super observant person bc i notice every little thing in every action and i literally get sad over the smallest things

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i hate it how every fucking day of mine starts with « i am not going to eat today » and ends with « i will eat everything in sight and start tomorrow again »

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why do people think having an eating disorder instantly makes you pro anorexia and that you want everyone to starve ? it really don't be like that

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eating disorders make you think fucked up shit so don’t mind me but i wish i could get some sort of stomach flu or infection that had me two weeks in bed throwing up and eating barely nothing i mean at least that way i would not be able to binge at all

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i dont know why im doing this to myself, tbh i don’t know myself at all, the only thing im sure about is that i became even bigger

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the day my thighs don’t touch i’ll probably just stand in the mirror crying all day bc i’ve been blessed with such a miracle

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i have an eating disorder for years and i am still not even close to being thin

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question of my life

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last night healthy snack turned into a full on binge who knows this song

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feeling the fat in my body every time i move makes me want to starve myself until i die

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i just wanna lay on my floor and disassociate and then just disappear for a bit i guess

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when i’m depressed i lose my motivation and that means i lose my motivation to starve in conclusion i hate myself

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i dont want him to see me naked, i’m too fat

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things have been difficult lately