no matter what sounds yoojun made — laughing, crying, just eating or having fun, it always sounded so sweet, so charming, soo adorable, as if it were the greatest wonder of the world, our cute fluffy ball🥹
behind the scenes of yeonjun writing long way long ride
🦊 i turned the camera off and just broke down crying
🦊 i was in a period of intense self-doubt about who i was as a person and as an artist
🦊 but when i heard long way long ride, it felt like the song was soothing me
long way long ride was the letter yeonjun needed to hear :(
🦊 I turned the camera off and broke down crying. I was going through a period of deep self-doubt about who I was as a person and as an artist, and I kept sinking further and further into it.
🦊 The first time I listened to Long Way Long Ride, it gave me a complete sense of comfort. It felt like the song was comforting me, so I think I ended up writing it as a letter to myself, saying all the things I wanted to hear.
🦊 When I thought about myself, I realized I’ll probably spend my whole life getting to know who I am, and I think that’s true for everyone.
🦊When I told myself I didn’t have to be perfect, I finally started to feel a little better "You have flaws too ""You’re just an ordinary person” “like everyone else So why do you keep trying so hard to be perfect?”
🦊 I kept asking myself those questions, and my desperate attempt to be perfect only pushed me further away from myself.
🦊 "Stop exhausting yourself like this ""It’s okay to relax" I think that’s what I was trying to tell myself.
after all this time away from each other, baby yoojun still picks soobin as his safe space, his #1 source of comfort.... the way he immediately calms down and stops crying when he's in soobin's embrace.. those familiar gentle taps 😭