sorenn ₊˚⊹

I block freely + non shedtwt can feel free to follow but beware of the stuff I post/repost!!
#recoverytwt
3 months sh free !! :3

[sorenn ₊˚⊹ @sorentwt]

dni if you post/repost purge pics. they aren't censored on my end for some reason and it's so eughhh.. /neg /srs

[sorenn ₊˚⊹ @sorentwt]

@_John_Zero_ thank you!! I'll dm you someday, but I've been too drained recently to talk to anyone

[sorenn ₊˚⊹ @sorentwt]

I wanna give up so bad. I feel so alone.

[sorenn ₊˚⊹ @sorentwt]

and my friend keeps telling me to leave a note and just go but it's not that easy. I can't just leave, I'm afraid of worrying everyone for my sudden disappearance

[sorenn ₊˚⊹ @sorentwt]

I just dont know what to do. I'm struggling so hard mentally, I want a normal mom who would actually be there and help offer resources and stuff. I want a normal relationship with my mom. sometimes I really don't like her.

[sorenn ₊˚⊹ @sorentwt]

I even told her about how I wanted to go to a mental hospital for a bit, she tried to scare me out of it saying they could keep me there longer than I wanted n other shit. she's against me getting help and won't admit it. also said to her face

[sorenn ₊˚⊹ @sorentwt]

she started mentioning god again and saying that the point in life I'm at is where most people reach out to god. I've told her multiple times that I'm not religious but she quite literally pushes it on me rather she realizes it or not. I said this to her face btw

[sorenn ₊˚⊹ @sorentwt]

@LouissTurner thank you, I love you too 🫂

[sorenn ₊˚⊹ @sorentwt]

@_John_Zero_ it's so hard to explain the emotions that I'm feeling and what I'm going through tho

[sorenn ₊˚⊹ @sorentwt]

@LozTChelsea26 thank you 🫂

[sorenn ₊˚⊹ @sorentwt]

@fedzzdischarged thank you so much. 🫂

[al𓏲𝄢🪲 @polkadotang3l]

@wiltedviolet i chose anal 🪽

[sorenn ₊˚⊹ @sorentwt]

thinking god is always the way and shit. they consider nobodies feelings but their own. she's so insufferable to talk to when it comes to mental health stuff. I deadass don't know how she was a crisis counselor

[sorenn ₊˚⊹ @sorentwt]

I HATE CHRISTIANS SO MUCH.

[sorenn ₊˚⊹ @sorentwt]

I'm so fucking close to giving up too, I'm so close to giving up on recovery, I'm so close to just ending it all. there is no escape and there is nothing I can do. I never saw a future for myself in the first place

[sorenn ₊˚⊹ @sorentwt]

I'm so fucking tired of her bringing up god. saying god is gonna save us from this and god is the way. saying god put us in this situation as an assignment. why the fuck couldn't he put a pedophile or some shit as the victim instead. I'm fully convinced god hates me

[sorenn ₊˚⊹ @sorentwt]

I feel so alone in this, all I have is my financially unstable dad and my jobless mom who keeps bringing up god. I need a job but I can't get my ID and my mom keeps making these sarcastic ass sounds when I talk to her about it. she's deadass no help at all

[sorenn ₊˚⊹ @sorentwt]

@hummusreaver @lovesnotwar @jijibugs speak for yourself

[★ libby ★ recovering ★ @cherrypepsixo]

tw // bodycheck
recovery inspo or am i a disgusting pos

1 year difference 🫩