Lately I’ve been dreaming in feelings rather than scenarios. I wake up overwhelmed by the feeling with no dream attached.
Last night I dreamt of despair.
Woke up having forgotten that I went to bed alone. Sat up to get a bottle of water [redacted], looked over, and he’s not there. Then I went to text him about my dream. Then remembered: it’s over. I ended it. I’ll never wake up next to him again.
Being disrespected and cheated on by a man who TOLD ME he got his dick sucked at every strip club in town is peak comedy.
He told me exactly how filthy he is, and I loved him anyway.
I’m touched. Bless my heart.
@SnarkingIsLegal I love that she didn’t think he could actually cheat. Not because he wouldn’t try, but because he wouldn’t have any takers. (I dated a guy like that. It was nice to feel secure.) Ethan has a face only a mother - and for some reason Hila - could love.
I really don’t like using this label for a person, but it definitely fits the behavior I’ve been on the receiving end of. That’s what scares me. The only other person who I’ve ever seen this from is diagnosed with NPD.
On Thursday, September 24th, we discussed Friday night plans. Then he bailed on me TO CLEAN HIS ROOM.
It was so obvious he was up to no good. I was too blind couldn’t see it.
And I stayed in the relationship because I still wanted the future he promised, but the well was already poisoned. There’s no future with someone who has spoken poorly of you to their family and friends.
@SketchesbyBoze I was bullied by my (now ex) boyfriend’s family THIS YEAR as an adult. They harassed me while I was recovering from bone surgery alone.
This is how they have once the they’ve trampled your boundaries. They no longer respect you - because you made exceptions and accommodations out of love. It will never get better. The person you loved is gone and never coming back
@reddit_lies Allowing a post from an involved father would make the vast majority of the Redditors in that sub feel inferior and big sad. Every women’s sub is dominated by males and female experiences trigger them. Yeeted and baleeted