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20 yo diary ⭐️

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i want to talk to someone so bad.
im off 4mg of klonoin + weed and i feel so drunk #drugtwt #weedtwt

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on 4mg klonopin and weed and i feel drunk as hell

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me when i lie

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hey guys, i think im going to be leaving edtwt (not recovering anytime soon,,,)
but if you want my my sh / mental health recov ,, its @aloneinapasture !
if anything, i will still use my priv as place to share about my ed .. if you dont have it, ask !

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i think i may actually be losing weight???? oh my god. i lost 3 lbs in 10 days.

my feet arent together in the first picture,
but im just like. actually starting to like how my body looks.
so close to my gw!!! 120!!!
currently at 123.2
>> im 5’3
#anatwt #bodycheck

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hey guys, i think im going to be leaving edtwt (not recovering anytime soon,,,)
but if you want my my sh / mental health recov ,, its @aloneinapasture !
if anything, i will still use my priv as place to share about my ed .. if you dont have it, ask !

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hi guys out of residential
i broke up with my fuckass boyfriend
who wants my nsfw acc, dont be shy

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going to residential mental health made me lose 6 pounds holy shit

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should i get an ice cream before i go into treatment

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guys im waiting for my ride to res treatment

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hey you cant park there

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is this a safe space to say i feel like i mightve been on a decent dose of klonopin when i totaled my car

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i want to break up with him so bad im so viscerally upset. i almost hate him

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still going to use this as my ed diary !

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! since im not going to be inpatient for a couple weeks i think im still going to focus on my mental health. i dont know ifs its hypocritical to say that i really dont want to gain weight while in treatment.
todays weigh in was 129.8 — which i thought would be much higher tbh

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guys im high as fuck on 8mg of klonoin holy fuck

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not going inptatient for s while

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i want to redo my layout but im too high

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#drugtwt who on klonopin rn

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ok so i will not be moving into res untik the 15 of next month

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@chaos0menz thank you alyza <3 sorry we havent talked much recently, i will hopefully be back with lots of tales and good things to say!

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hello guys, short announcement

i will be going into residential inpatient for 30-90 days, to get my shit together.

mental health has been really shit recently, and i just dont know how to cope with all of these emotions.

see you on the other side