2/2 i walked backed into house trying to convince myself it was nothing.
but the next day my mom seen “some sort of thing” above the cul de sac hovering and quiet but she couldnt be late to work so she didnt stare too long
mmmr:
1/2 i remember i was once looking at stars in the night sky, and there was a unique one i stared at, completely stationary. I never looked away but suddenly it zoomed off in a manner i never seen. this couldve been dismissed as a pecualiar view of a cosmic body however…
2/2
then _ said:
“the heart becomes tied up in faith taught by life and time. the heart has a disposition and you cannot cause it to love or believe something because someone else does”
1/2 the writer notes the 1st saying is unrelated but has value:
“..following the desires and opinions of others will have you hopelessly adrift”
the writer replied: i dont know what to say when they say “choose islam” bc i partly agree, yet i refuse to be a faasiq in the faith
preface:
the writer said: i did not mention your name in any way or refer to you except with quotes and saying “he said:”
then spoke
“perhaps even that is too much, it is good to share this knowledge, i shant stop you from this but perhaps ‘he said’ is too much”
so i stopped
small anecdote abt the writer:
(my ex fiance said something)
i replied: let me write that down
she frustratingly said: you dont have to write everything down!
and I knew she was right and she said something very very true but my innate response:
Ah! let me write THAT down.
About giving you the best parts of me,
this means the things that cause me pain as well.
Withal beauty was defined by its opposite,
& from not being loved, life has made me want to love.
bless the readers
we thank the 1 for increasing light in this resting place prepared for us.
bless the reader
we thank you as you continue increasing us in goodness.
we thank you for increasing provision.
correct our minds and hearts from evil and make clear the path for us.
life is increasing in beauty
i am focused on life’s goodness
i have a zeal to pursue my passion
i was born with a purpose
I am known by my Lord and he looks over all my affairs