GOOOD... at this point I don't know where to position myself. It's getting to the point in where I cannot even vent properly. It's either I'm getting too exhausting or every part of my existence is being nitpicked. I don't know anymore... I just want to be happy and positive.
Sa totoo lang, nakakapagod na ring mabuhay. Gusto ko na lang matulog at di na gumising. Hindi ko alam kung saang direksiyon ako pupunta. Gusto ko lang maging okay.
I wanna be someone who can just stop feeling and thinking and talking... I don't wanna be someone who is consumed by nothing but negativity... XD I WANNA BE FUCKING OKAY.
“communication is key” but no one talks about how scary real communication is. it’s not cute texts and long calls. it’s “here’s where you hurt me here’s what I need here’s what I’m afraid to say” it’s
swallowing pride risking rejection, choosing honesty over comfort.
unfortunately, I'm an overthinker so if you leave me on open, delivered for a while, dry text me, or act weird, I'll think you think I'm annoying or that I did something wrong
You're not needy for asking to talk through conflict. You're not too much for wanting consistent communication. You're not annoying for wanting clarification. You're not overly sensitive for needing to be heard. These are called standards.
Everybody is grown til it’s time to communicate. Til it’s time to be vulnerable. Til it’s time to admit something hurt their feelings. Yall are so comfortable walking away from things without resolving them then wonder why you have a revolving door on relationships.
Sorry but I think if u hurt someone and didn't care abt it for months then u shld be ready for them to vent and talk shit abt u. If u don't care abt their feelings then neither do they owe anything to u. I will do whatever's necessary for me to move on just like u did
I try my best not to overthink. Fuck. I wish I to be able to not think at all. Im exhausted. And somehow my body and mind is giving up on me. And I cant even have a fighting chance anymore.
You aren’t going to be able to maintain long term relationships, platonic or romantic if you aren’t prepared to talk about what’s bothering you and give people a chance to address and fix it. Nor give them the chance to tell you when you do something to them.