kms i asked for 3 days off every month for my fmla but my dr only reccomended 1. now i have to fight with hr about it ๐ i cannot control that i sleep for 2 straight days before i have the energy for anything productive lmfao i know its excessive but i have almost no qol rn
been obsessed with phy the neutrophil lately but i have no fuckjgnnd idea what theyre talking about ever. not even a little bit. yes my irl job is doing chemistry no i dont know anything abt chemistry
this morning was genuinely so bad i feel ashamed of how i behaved and the delusions i believed. i still cannot stop ruminating. coming off ritalin is going to ruin my entire weekend ๐ญ i have never had a reaction like this to ritalin in my entire life
i got my ritalin back and actually i lied. the paranoid psychosis is so bad i have to stop or im gonna off myself lol. i guess ill just sleep forever who carez
these narcolepsy pills didnt do shit but my dr wants to schedule a sleep study rather than prescribe me anything else lolll (THIS WILL TAKE LIKE A YEAR?)plsssss pray she will give me my methylphenidate back
idc that ritalin withdrawal makes me turn into the joker and hallucinate that everyone hates me and im the worst person to have ever lived. those few hours of clarity are worth it dude
my biggest insp for writing weird uncomfortable verbose porn is the weak excuse for smut ppl put on ao3. vulgarity is so boringgggg hole hole hole cuny pussy ljps