I felt completely overwhelmed last night as I was drifting to sleep. All these thoughts, feelings, sensations for years and years. All of these illusions. Being stuck in a moment for what feels like eternity. Eventually I will be nothing and that is okay.
The chances ur being catfished by a "CIA or FBI handler" is 100000x lower than the chances ur being catfished by a bpd monster harvesting you as lolcow fodder for some catty sociopathic subforum. So relax