osi

osi | he/him | #rstats, woodwinds, new music

[osi @spacefinner]

@vesselskirt low table

[osi @spacefinner]

Which is more threatening?

[osi @spacefinner]

Is "why did the chicken cross the road" a "saying"?

[neoltitude @ctrlcreep]

Applying a BLAND-AID (edible translucent film that makes food less spicy) to my meal during a date

[osi @spacefinner]

Try my new ambient LP: https://t.co/awUOkKllfj

[osi @spacefinner]

@seachangefan Could you give -me- some recommendations then? I am liking the blend of ambient synths and acoustic instruments lately.

[osi @spacefinner]

@seachangefan My internal You May Like then suggests this one by Cole Pulice for the acoustic instrument + modular synthesis vibe: https://t.co/rU1Z4NUXGw

[osi @spacefinner]

@seachangefan Nala Sinephro's Space 1.8: https://t.co/LDTjWJ9Qdx

[osi @spacefinner]

@camjpatrick I guess having been around for a couple hundred years it's not so new anymore

[osi @spacefinner]

@chordbug g(r)ay

[osi @spacefinner]

I am not ashamed, not exactly. I am good at the things I am able to do. But I'd like the suffering to stop; and I no longer feel precious about drugs "altering" the self. The self is always being changed anyway. Let's help it along how about

[osi @spacefinner]

Would a formal autism diagnosis get me anything, now that it's more visible? I've had a diagnosis since I was 10. The problem has been that the diagnosis has done nothing for me. No cure is offered. People are unsure about what support needs to be provided.

[osi @spacefinner]

I am not proud of being autistic. I am not stupid. I can articulate my problems. But the impulses to flap and scream and bash my head against walls have never gone away! I still feel them every day! I'd love to medicate them away!

[osi @spacefinner]

Nothing I have experienced in the medical system seemed close to a cure. It seems to recede further as autism gets touted as a "social" disorder and not (as I conceive of it) a problem with the functioning of the nervous system.

[osi @spacefinner]

@camjpatrick HTML, with grudging translations into powerpoint

[Brooks Otterlake @i_zzzzzz]

They’re saying Kindness could be the next Barbenheimer or Brat