Free advice from an expensive psychologist:
If you are an anxious person, do everything for fun.
Go to a job interview for fun.
Submit documents for fun.
Start a blog for fun.
Anxiety feeds on importance.
Don't turn everything into a matter of life or death.
i regret to inform you that personal growth rarely comes from acquiring new knowledge and almost always from:
β’getting humiliated
β’showing up terrified and doing it anyway
β’admitting you might be the problem