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I was the angel of justice, lord of chaos, god of violence, and I did what I must because the right thing to do was what I wanted.
NO use of AI on my stuff

[SPARKAT150 @sparkat150]

If I end up having to kill myself and hopefully manage to succeed at it. I just want you all to know that if I do, it's all God's fault or it's evidence of God not existing

[SPARKAT150 @sparkat150]

Idk what will i do, but i wanna keep my word, this time, if its no different, I'll be

[SPARKAT150 @sparkat150]

Hearing what Jax said at that red light scene made me get flashbacks of my almost successful suicide attempt. So....Yeah....unfortunately kinda related to it

[🔞Gatomo🔞🚾🚫💛💦 @CatartsNSFW]

Okay... I finally saw the last episode of The Amazing Digital Circus.... I thought I'd cry like almost all the episodes used to leave me after watching them. But either I'm too much of a loss in life ti actually relate to the ending this time... Or something inside me us missing

[SPARKAT150 @sparkat150]

Happens so often

[lunn ✶ @lunncrf]

a primeira solução que me ocorre sempre que algo dá ligeiramente errado

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Had to stop drawing because i thought of this stupid meme idea and i had to make it.
So Uhhh...... Happy pride Month .....i guess?

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I added the music to my vent (yes, in Facebook)

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The more I try to remember the more i forget

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Feeling so bad i actually literally dont even feel this shit. Im running out of ideas on what to do

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@DivinelyDesined When i kill myself i want everyone to know it'll be either God's fault, God not being all powerful/all knowing/all benevolent or definitive proof he doesn't exist

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@minipekka90 Todos los putos días ser como:

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Can confirm

[▸ ron ! @cl0wntism]

once you turn 20 this just becomes the cycle of your life

[SPARKAT150 @sparkat150]

Please

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The more I try to remember the more i forget

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@njb0605 Like Mexico with the world cup. Looks pretty on the surface but its the same shit as, always and it just keeps getting worse.
I've given up in my life actually improving. I'm no longer living for the future anymore, i just enjoy anything that isn't suffering, it's all there is

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@escritosrame Técnica y Clínicamente hablando, nunca he tenido una buena salud mental. Pero vaya que de alguna manera siempre se pone peor

[SPARKAT150 @sparkat150]

I achieved before my 20s things that most people only get till they're 70:

Back pain, joints pain, horrible cardio, unwell kidneys, memory loss, unplanned future, incontinence, memory loss, irritability, memory loss and narcolepsy.

And memory loss

[SPARKAT150 @sparkat150]

what is skin but raw leather. are we what we're made of or are we how we use it?
And yet, whichever option you choose, in the end both will end up crumbling to dust no matter how much you process or care for it

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@odeko_yma I don't know, i don't think so. But at this point i wouldn't even be able to be sure i could blame it om that. Considering my defective brain has mood swings so spontaneous i might be considered more unstable than manganese heptoxyde

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I don't even know if I'll make it till 27.... Not till I'm 27, i mean 2027