miko

16/09
.𖥔 ݁ ˖🦢˚.
i dont like being seen but i still want attention and validation

[miko @sparklekill]

𝔫𝔢𝔴 𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔯𝔬!!
ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🌘་༘࿐
˖ miko
˖ 16
˖ he/she/neopronouns
˖ pansexual
˖ venti main🪽
.𖥔 ݁ ˖ 𐙚🌾࣪ ˑ ִ ֶ 𓂃
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talk to me about anything, as always🤍

[miko @sparklekill]

i cant do this without you please dont leave me or reject me

[miko @sparklekill]

im going to fucking mess up my fucking life and its all my fault this shit will be all my fault i shouldve never said shit i dont need help i can do this i can just change please i just want a normal life

[miko @sparklekill]

why the fuck did i reach out why the fuck did i reach out why the fuck did i reach out

[miko @sparklekill]

so basically i went to a doctor and he said that it’s really fucking weird i haven’t gotten proper help in SIX YEARS and that i would’ve been put on meds ages ago.

well, at least i’m getting them now…

[Sui @suihatessui]

having self awareness makes me feel like i'm larping mental health

[dead @0rxtting]

i cannot stop fantasizing of ending up around harmful people; i feel intense shame for this, but i cannot help but think i deserve, need and "want" others to use me, manipulate, beat, force into dangerous situations; i hate myself, my existence deserves punishment

[miko @sparklekill]

“do u think i need meds for my anxiety”
“i think that a person often needs to learn how to deal with anxiety even without meds”

oh okay i guess i don’t need them then even though i’ve been like this for six years, i’ll just learn how to NOT be like this! thanks!

[miko @sparklekill]

(for the first time. im lowk scared)

[miko @sparklekill]

omg i took the guard off my razor and accidentally made a styro bruh i didn’t know it was that easy

[miko @sparklekill]

@0rxtting me too. every day is the same, meaningless, i drown myself in the internet to distract myself from the fact that i’m not who i want to be and instead someone pathetic who won’t change. but then i think that the world is not worth all the effort anyway, inside my head is better.

[miko @sparklekill]

why the fuck am i so cringe

[miko @sparklekill]

GUESS WHAT!! I ALMOST THREW UP On my way! TO WORK AND NOW I GET TO STAY HOME AND CUT MYSELF!

[miko @sparklekill]

i don’t understand why im so anxious but i need something go deal with it

[miko @sparklekill]

why is everything so ugly and uncomfortable or am i the problem why is everything so disgusting

[miko @sparklekill]

i want to runaway

[miko @sparklekill]

@dontstaylong i hate when this happens like all that just for it to return to normal??

[miko @sparklekill]

im disgusting people are disgusting everything is disgusting everywhere im gonna throw up

[miko @sparklekill]

@gorekittydotcom like no i dont wanna grow old together

[miko @sparklekill]

@thevoidosphere the sooner you get it checked out the better🙏 idk im not a doctor but i guess that can disable you or sum shit.. please be okay and take care of yourself🤍

[miko @sparklekill]

@thevoidosphere MUSCLES..? go to the doctor RN. omg